So here I am in my second year of college wondering wtf I am doing. I already have my associates because as a high school student I decided to be an overachieving idiot....emphasis on idiot and now here I am hating every minute of college. Its a never ending battle of trying to reach the top, hmm sounds a bit like high school aye? Accept many of the high school jocks, sluts and overall popular girls are married, balding, or a combination of both. Hello Rogaine!
With every passing day I get up and try to remind myself why I'm doing what I'm even doing (dear god don't let me work at taco bell like the other failures from my high school class). And yet, you may say oh how sad she just hasn't tried to fit in. That my dear friend is bullshit. I've joined tons of campus clubs (all lack any organization at all and they generally begin with an enthusiastic leader who brings donuts to one well planned event and then never follows through again), I've attempted a run at campus government positions yeah got screwed over in that department....although not literally, and even took a run at being one of those people that give campus tours of their beautiful and loved campus (oh, right maybe in the interview they felt how much I hate the place and fall asleep hoping that when I return the next day something odd like all the chairs are gone, imagine the mass chaos. Fully educated people in a panic over missing chairs)
So, lest I continue to achieve some ill concieved dream that a final exam and an extensive interview process may never even let me be a part of. To think people actually regard me as smart...pfff if only they knew. Well thats as much as I have to say, don't even get me started on how much I'm beginning to hate people.
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