Spent the entire day accomplishing a whole bunch of nothin'. I spent most of the day reading a book about surviving my twenties since this age I seem to be struggling with. So much overwhelming pressure to become something is just about enough to make me pull my hair out! It actually provided me with one thing (I'm not finished with the book so hopefully I gain more then this nugget of knowledge), it provided me with this whole idea of taking a moment to relax and quit over thinking things. I am the master of overthinking things. I've spent this whole year asking myself exactly why I'm doing what I'm doing, where I'm going, and if I really think this path I'm on is right. There are many times I'm enjoying myself and then catch this creeping feeling that keeps saying, " whoa! What are you doing? Why are you here?" I'm in no way shape or form religious either so these questions were not going to be answered with the use of any historical text. ANY WAY, this book basically has told me to relax and take some time to smell the roses......wow and how much did I spend on this book? I swear my parents and grandparents have said that fifteen times.
Once again I've found another day that the obvious parts of life I seem to skim over until months later they smack me in the face. Hahahah wow what a great life!
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